John, as time goes by, the days seem to get that little bit easier but that doesn't mean I love or miss you any less. I think about you all the time, I never go more than a few minutes without remembering something that we did or something you said, how you looked, how we laughed. We had some many good times together and it breaks my heart to know we can do no more.
I love you so much John and I don't think I will ever get used to not having you around. You weren't just my husband, you were my best friend and I miss you so much.XXXXXXXXXX